Saturday, March 14, 2020

I know that you hope that I am happy ...




I wanted to stop the war that was inside your head.
as you fought to survive the night, I fought my mind to stay.
It took me years to feel alive without you.
I stayed as you tore apart my soul.



It's hard to understand why I can't call you and see how you're doing.
You promised me you would always be here for me.
Just another promises you did not intend to keep. 



There are days where I feel like falling apart and I remember that deep down inside you always wanted me to live a happy life even if it was without you. 





There are days when I feel like I can't take any more reminders of you but one of our many songs plays as if you were speaking to me. ...