Think about how you left, and the last time I saw you.
I was running away from you, afraid of you.
Terrified thinking that you were trying to kill me -
Pleading with you to let me leave, my body covered in blood & bruises.
My mental state was so fragile after all you did to me.
You said I was yours, I would always be yours.
Nobody knew the mask I wore or the horrors I dealt, the pain I felt, the tears I cried. '
My body and soul did not know all that pain was not home or love.
My heart called chaos home.
That's why I kept going back.
But love should not hurt.
