Still

 It has been over 4 years, yet it still hurts

It has been over 4 years, yet I still flinch

It has been over 4 years, yet I still have nightmares

It has been over 4 years, yet I am still healing

I'm still walking on eggshells 

rewind

 It feels as if it were a movie, replaying scenes I vaguely recognize. 

Those scenes are memories. I only wish they were from a movie, but they are from a life I wish I could forget. In a split second, the memories come flooding in; the long and gone feelings have resurfaced and remind me that everything was real.